This is a special 5K in Searcy, AR that I include on my schedule most years. At the time of Micah’s passing, her brother was my son’s youth minister. Micah was a runner and her family started this 5K as a way to honor her memory and raise money for the high school she attended.
My husband and I spent the that weekend at our cabin nearby. The night before the race I unpacked my race clothes and gear and laid them out so that I could easily get dressed in the dark without waking him or the dogs. Unfortunately my watch slipped behind something and when I got to the race I discovered it was not in my bag.
Not being able to monitor my splits, I was forced to readjust and run by feel. I’m actually pretty good at this since its the way I used race and train in the days before we all wore special running watches. My goal was to run even splits somewhere between 7:10 and 7:20. I set up my Strava app so I would have some kind of record of the race.
This race has a lot of kids in it since it raises money for their school so I laid low at the start making sure I didn’t go out too fast. About a quarter of a mile into the race I began passing most of them and just before the one mile mark I had caught up with my Searcy Rush teammate Abi Stone and another girl. I was pretty sure we were the second, third and fourth female runners behind Abi’s mom, Tia, who was much further ahead of us.
I hung with these girls for another half mile and then the monkey jumped on my back! I could feel my heart rate was really high and yet I was loosing ground. The more I fought to hang on the worse I felt. Accepting that this was not going to be my day, I adjusted the pace to something more attainable and was actually glad I didn’t have the torture of a watch informing me how badly off pace I was!
Two more girls would pass me, one of which was another Searcy Rush teammate Abby White. I tried to run with Abby to the finish line but just couldn’t keep up with her kick. According to Strava my splits were 7:08, 7:32 and 7:58. The official results list me at a 23:32.8 which was fast enough for 6th place overall and I won the masters division!
While it wasn’t the performance I was hoping for, I gained good insight on areas I needed to work on and was thankful to be done with 5Ks for the season. My remaining races for 2018 are all 10Ks which I think is a better distance for me and I enjoy it more than the 5K.
I just read your recap of the one mile race. You are so inspiring to me. Your memory of your daddy getting out and practicing with you has relit a fire in me as a mom to train and inspire and be there for Matthew as he enters his senior year and all the decisions to be made. Stay strong and keep writing! Not only is it good for you, your writing helps others! Mel is still training you! I love you and miss you! We made so many great memories!
Thank you for sharing this Suzan! I really appreciate the support and the encouragement. No doubt Matthew already has special memories of times you have spent with him, but don’t waste an opportunity to make more! Love You!